Sometimes I wonder, what the hell is wrong with my luck.

First off, only the wrong type of people seek me out, both in friendship and relationships. The clingy, childish type of people, those who're seeking a mother figure more than anything else. There have been only a couple of differing experiences to this.

Secondly, the people I fall for are both ( Read more... )

Jesus Christ, take this feeling out of me. I hate being in love. I hate it, fuck this.

Only ever manages to make me feel exactly how lonely I truly am and how the situation is very unlikely to change.

Especially I'd like to know why the fuck did I choose him, out of all people.

As Kiyo put it, my head's masochistic. There's no other explanation.

Take ( Read more... )

( agony agony agony agony )